Saturday, 15 May 2010

The usual ups and downs

Amber is my dream girl and I love her heart and soul, though at the moment I am very superficial and not liking her outer appearance when she is in Bob mode, I really miss her wearing girl clothes and being clean shaven. I can also notice the subtle differences depending on what clothes she is wearing. Amber is much more confidant and she seems to be much more caring when she has her 'Amber' head on. Bob seems to stress non stop with daily life.

This has put me on somewhat of a downer lately, I feel that this has pushed us apart a little bit, this includes intimacy. There are kisses and cuddles, but that seems to be it at the moment. This is very frustrating as we are doing less together, this I then think has not been helped that we have had a lot of company this last week, spending a lot of time with our neighbours.

I feel that there is no point getting cosy on the sofa as the doorbell will ring. I love all of my friends, and would not turn them away. Just some time with my gawjus gal just the two of us doin girl stuff would be nice.

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