Bank holiday weekend I thought would be a good time to spend quality time with my girl, this didn't quite go to plan. We spent very little time together and Amber only went en femme on Monday as we had an opticians appointment, knowing one of the girls who works in the shop and she said that it would be funny to wind up the optometrist as he is very straight laced. Amber got dressed and I thought WOW, she has a figure that I am jealous of and clean shaven she looks hot. When we got to Fareham I instinctively went to hold Amber's hand and after a few mins she let go and wouldn't hold it again. This hurt me immensely. She later told me she let go because we were getting funny looks from a bunch of kids and she was afraid that they would 'twig' I don't care what any one thinks of us, however it would seem that Amber is ashamed of us when we go out in public when she is dressed. I don't understand it at all as the reactions of others doesn't bother me at all.